Rindu.
Aku rindu dengannya.
Esok seharusnya hari kami ke 7 bulan.
Tapi hampir seminggu ia memutuskan untuk sendiri.
Ia memutuskanku.
Tak satupun pesan singkatku yang ia balas.
Tak satupun pula pesan di Chat Messenger yang ia balas.
Aku rindu padanya.
Tapi....akankah ia merasakan rindu yang sama?
Tuhan maafkan makhluk ciptaan-Mu yang bagai tak berdaya.
Baru kali ini terasa hari-hari ku yang sangat berat dijalani.
Aku tak peduli dengan pengorbananku lagi selama ini.
Tapi yang kuinginkan, ia tak mengabaikanku.
Sungguh aku rindu.
Teramat rindu.

Tidak pernah kusangka dia akan pergi.

Pergi meninggalkanku dalam kesendirian.

Dia mengatakan padaku dia ingin sendiri.

Dia bosan dengan ini semua.

Apakah ini mimpi?

Apakah ini sebuah sandiwara?

Kau permainkan perasaanku dengan apik.

Tak pernah kubayangkan sebelumnya.

Kau akan menjauhiku sekarang.

Apa salahku padamu?

Puisi rindu
Kusampaikan puisi rindu ini padanya
Untuk dia
Dia yang tidak tahu ku merindukannya
Ku merindukan masa-masa bersamanya
Ayah...
Kusampaikan puisi rindu padanya
Ayah andai engkau tahu
Aku merindukan masa-masa saat bersamamu
Saat kau melindungiku dengan segenap hatimu
Menyayangi sepenuh hati
Menjagaku sepenuh jiwa
Ayah...
Betapa merindukannya dirimu
Sosok dirimu yang menjadi panutanku
Ayah...
Kau lah pahlawanku
Pahlawan hidupku
Pahlawan keluarga
Pahlawan jiwaku
Semoga kau bahagia disana

Setiap hari aku memandangmu dari bangkuku..
Kulihat engkau bercanda tawa dengan temanmu
Tahukah kamu...
Aku mengagumimu
Aku mungkin bodoh karena mengagumimu
Atau kamu yang bodoh karena kamu tak tahu aku mengagumimu
Tiap malam pun kurindukan pesan singkat darimu
Andai engkau tahu...
Aku disini
Ada untukmu
Mendukungmu
Melihat senyummu
Melihat tawa candamu
Aku cukup bahagia
Dapat mengagumimu dalam diam
Dari aku yang jatuh cinta diam-diam.

I love you.
Those three words didn't mean a thing,
I thought we were meant to be,
But I guess it was just a fling,
There's a wall around my heart, stopping me from crying,
But there's something inside of me,
That feels like it's dying.
You were everything, I needed, care for,
I chose you, but now my heart is sore,
You will never realize, that you were my best friend too,
but believe me when I say this,
I really did love you.

On a cold and dreary morning
As I sit upon my bed
While I stare at your picture
Thoughts of you go through my head

Sometimes when you don't know it
You douse my feelings with cold rain
And though you may not realize it
You put me through such pain

I know that I should turn away
Just go and not look back
This being lonely but not alone
Is something I can't hack

But something keeps me holding on
Is this the best I'll find?
I can't imagine moving forward
And leaving you behind

You know you can't deny it
Yes, I know you love me too
I pray the day will never come
When you say that we're through

I've never felt this way before
And never will again
My heart will always be yours
Even after our time comes to an end

I hope you don't forget these words
Until the day you die
And when that day comes I will be
Behind you with a sigh

I love you baby, don't forget
These feelings that I write
'Cuz if I said I'd die for you
Believe me, I just might.

Every day I think of you,
But it’s just a matter of time,
I can’t keep going through life like this,
You will never be mine.

I will forever love you,
Though you don’t feel the same,
You can’t help who you fall in love with,
It's not a pick and choose game,

If I could tell you one final thing,
I wouldn't know what to say...
I have so many things to talk about,
But my life has just decayed.

I would tell you that I loved you,
Not that you would care,
So I would kiss your cheek and walk away,
And that would be my dare.

I can't keep going on like this,
My pain is just too much,
I would curl up in the corner,
Unmoving. Losing my sense of touch.

I'd let depression pull me under,
Like the sea with tidal waves,
Or hurt myself dramatically,
And join some other slaves.

I will do anything you ask of me,
Even apply a shining blade,
Let the crimson blood ooze down my neck,
My life isn't worth the save.

I would die for you my lover,
But only when you know,
I’ve never stopped loving you,
Since all those years ago...

This is about how there's no escape from heartbreak

 

Love a sense of belonging,
A common feeling of caring.
Heartbreak severe loneliness,
A common feeling of emptiness.

Bipolar is a common explanation,
But there is no real vaccination.
There's no way to escape it,
There's no way to take it.

It's in your blood,
It's part of you,
It's what you feel
It's what you do

Don't start trying to run,
It'll hunt you down.
It brings you down at the point of a gun,
Shuts you up with the slightest sound.

Say your prayer and close your eyes,
Heartbreak is here to stay for the night.

I fell in love one time and it won't happen again!
The person I fell in love with was more then a friend.
I thought he loved me but I see I was wrong.
Everything was a lie all along.
I messed up and it wasn't right.
I have nightmares about it everynight.
To some people love is great.
But to others it is something to hate.
This isn't what I wanted, This isn't what it seemed.
Everything I've been through seems like a big lying dream.
This isn't what I wanted between me and him.
But I know I'll never have a another chance ever again.
I wish I could tell him how I feel.
But doing something like that couldn't be real.
I wish he'd believe me and give me a chance.
I fell more in love with him with just one glance.
Every time I look at him and see him smile.
My heart races another mile.
Well this is my story as you can see.
I just wish someone loved me!

This is about loving someone but they keep letting you go. So you want them to make you mad so you stop loving them and can finally move on

 

Why am I such a fool?
I can't stop myself from loving you.
And countless nights I've cried for you,
Just because my feelings are true.
You're up and down,
Your feelings are all around.
Don't lie to me,
You don't love me.

I've spent so long waiting for you.
No there's nothing I can do,
I can't stop myself from loving you.
Even though I want to.
I can cry all I want,
But I can't pass it off as nonchalant.
My feelings can't just fly away,
They are here to stay.

Piss me off and make me cry.
Please just lie.
Make me hate you,
Last thing I want is to love you.
I want to move on and have a life,
I've always wanted to be your wife.
But I can't do this, not anymore,
My heart is to sore.
I can't deal with more heartbreak,
I don't have any heart left to ache.
Please, just leave me.

I told you how I felt
but you turned the other cheek
I was basically rejected
I feel so small, so very weak

I found the reason why I always keep to myself
I hate this feeling of pain
Of being rejected like I'm not good enough
This will happen never again

I'm tired of letting people in
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of being rejected and hurt
This is it that feelings gone

I'm not gonna let you in
I'm not gonna let you see my tears fall
I'm not gonna let you see me hurt
I'm not gonna let you bring me down most of all

I told you how I felt
Because I wanted you to know
But apparently you would never feel the same
So I guess its time for me to go

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off seeing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you're using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know if I can stand
to see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that you're my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When were together

You made me feel like I was flying,
Like no matter who said what you would be there to pull me back into the clouds,
Like I was something special,
You were the first person to ever make me feel this way,
Then when I realized it was all just an illusion,
The fun ended and I hit the concrete with a cold, hard, awakening,
You left me stranded to die alone,
You left me there to cry myself to sleep at night,
It hurt so much to hear you say I was just a toy,
Something you could play with,
Some one who you wanted to wallow in your misery with you,
You ruined me,
I am no longer the girl with the bright eyes or beautiful smile,
I am now the girl drowning in her tears,
Who can barely breathe at the simple thought of what we had,
The girl who deep down, is slowly dying,
The worst thing is that you can never know,
You will forever more think of me as the girl you threw to the side and didn't hurt,
I am so much more that you can never see,
I will forever be, the girl you ruined...

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

To a friend who has always been there, to a friend who has listened to all my pain.

Thanks to you I have someone to turn to, someone to run to when things go wrong.

All the frowns I've worn that you've turned into smiles.

All the times I wanted to die, You have led me the way. Thanks go to you.

Without you my life would be like the moon without the stars.

I would have no one to brighten my horizons and widen my spirits.

No one can come close to measure up to all the things that you've done for me.

Letter by letter my spirits were lifted and I knew that if I ever needed you were there.

So thanks go to you for everything. For giving me sight for tomorrow.

Thanks to you I have someone to live for, someone to look forward to.

Thanks for always being there, for believing in me and our friendship!

Best Friends
The title we chose
But what does it mean to be “best friends”?
You should see each other every day?
Well that’s not true for you and me
Should silly little fights get in our way?
Only if that’s how it’s meant to be
Should we give?
Should we borrow?
Should we dance like there’s not tomorrow?
Secrets are traded
Privacy invaded
Hugs and smiles are shared
Tears are shed
Love is spread
We know that we both really cared
I smile, you smile
You cry, I cry
I wish, you wish
You die, I die
If you fall
I'll help you up
And if you call
I'll always pick up
Best Friends Forever
The promise we made
And I know in my heart
That it will never fade

I'm sorry friend
I don't know what to do
I try so hard
to be a better person to you

I screw up a lot
and I ignore you too
I don't know why
but I still love you

you're my best friend
I know we can make it through
lets make this friendship last
and make it better and true

I know your getting sick of me
I'm getting sick of myself too
I don't know how many times
I can say sorry to you

but really I am a fool
to let such a wonderful
friendship break in two

I'm going to push aside the past now
I'm going to be nicer to you
and show what I can do

you're my best friend still
and you're my favorite too
remember the good times and I
know we'll make it through.

Kamu yang selama ini pergi
Kamu tau selama ini aku membutuhkanmu?
Apa kamu tau setiap malam terus memikirkanmu?
Apa kamu juga tau aku lelah untuk terus mencarimu

Aku mencoba untuk kuat.
Aku mencoba untuk melupakan segala beban.
Aku mencoba untuk melupakan.
Tetapi disaat itu juga, aku terjatuh.
Aku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi.

Disaat ku merasa kecewa
Kau hadir membawa harapan padaku
Kau hadir dengan begitu banyak kebahagiaan
Kau buat aku tersenyum kembali
Harapan yang kau hadirkan kepadaku begitu indah,seolah nyata